my weed diary

[MysteriousWeeb420]

constantly cycling through ideas so fast you cant concentrate on a single thing for more than 1 second, but you also become so retarded that you think youre having good ideas: (you're not) and you also reward yourself for having spent such a long time reaching such a satisfactoty answer even though you didn't do shit

what's interesting is even though I am completely aware of this at some level, it still is 100% true. I think I am having good genius level ideas while also simulatasneous knowing at a higher leve that they are all fucking retarded

ill have crazy intensive adventures around the room and thinking about random shit (I then forgot about immedsitately afterwards) then I look at the clock and like only 2 minutes have gone by. get distracted by everything even when being extremely mindful. all activities take more effort to do if you think about them conciosuly, very forgetful, I imagine this is what it feels like to have adhd. holy fuck this has to be bad for your brain. stoners are stooopid. lol. random bouts of giggling when having one of these mega (read:shit) ideas about mundane things

jfl, turns you into a retarded zombie

[B00X]

thats why I never took part

[Honest]

that's exactly how mushrooms were for me after the peak wore off: head filled with a constant buzz of nonsense ideas. was quickly very annoying and i was just sitting around waiting for it to wear off so i could drive home

[Cohen In Hell]

This is the folly of drugs. Turns out massive influx of dopamine from achieving nothing makes you an insane retard

[Cohen In Hell]

that's exactly how mushrooms were for me after the peak wore off: head filled with a constant buzz of nonsense ideas. was quickly very annoying and i was just sitting around waiting for it to wear off so i could drive home

Did u pick them yourself

[Ropium]

Weed and cocaine have no effect on me. Superior dopamine regulator

[Honest]

Did u pick them yourself

yeah

[Cohen In Hell]

yeah

did you take pics?



these are the first shrooms i picked a decade ago

[Honest]

did you take pics?



these are the first shrooms i picked a decade ago

it was a bunch of these maggot-infested fuckers. i froze them cos drying was taking too long, so i ended up having to eat 20 grams of disgusting mushroom mush washed down with oj



collecting them was more fun than taking. recently, i found a new fun way to collect stuff

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(for fishing but still waiting on rod to arrive)

[Cohen In Hell]

it was a bunch of these maggot-infested fuckers. i froze them cos drying was taking too long, so i ended up having to eat 20 grams of disgusting mushroom mush washed down with oj



collecting them was more fun than taking. recently, i found a new fun way to collect stuff

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(for fishing but still waiting on rod to arrive)

the dopamine rush from finding them is always better than the trip

nice worm collection. never fished with worms, mirin hard

[Altruist]

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(for fishing but still waiting on rod to arrive)

Is that towncel in the lower right corner

[160cmcurry]

i used it as escapism. edibles last longer i think. it gave temporary relief and made everything feel easier to tolerate for a few hours, but the hangovers after were awful. everything became deeper, more emotional, and immersive. it made overthinking and imagination feel entertaining instead of painful for a bit, which is probably why it was so easy to keep going back to it despite the crash afterwards. it’s not worth it, psychedelics are probably way better