20-06-2026, 08:58 PM
i basically remember everything that has ever happened in extraordinary detail
not only its visual parameters, but its internal parameters too
hard to explain (i prefer using senses to know the world, as is probably obvious, not words, unlike certain 5 star michelin wordsalad resto connosurrz who present posts to the forum with the same vibe as the chef from that movie the menu with the dish tasting like SHIT [that is, unpalatable to the senses[i'm the chess tv show wide ipd doe eye aktriss[obviously]]])
but also, let's be clear about what eidetic means
it means idea, but it comes from eidos, greek for "a form" that is seen
but i don't think my memory is visual, vision is like the kiddie bioncles / thomas da train / PUA / MGTOW of the senses
so i dont want to pigeonhole my brilliance into a visual paradigm, or the paradigm of any particual sense, for the matter
it's more, let's say, proprioceptive, the abstract movements of the sensorium prior to those movements being pigeonholed into any particular sense.
basically, i have perfect sensory recall, but i perfectly remember the movements of the virtual (in the sense of deleuze) plane of sense (in both linguistic and sensory senses of the term since this is prior to their delineation, anyway), those neuropsychophysicalphsyiologicalmentalmuscular movements that take place in me but also outside of me that i have been empirically exposed to. basically perfect memory of the these movements and therefore all the possible ways they may thereafter be resolved into this or that sense or whatever. i'll discuss more later, but here's a tldr: brilliant in ways you cannot even conceive
think of my bodymind like, say, a quantum computer meeting a high-powered sniper rifle meeting bRITNEY SPEARS
![[Image: da5nr9f-f6b6c05f-5ed1-4edc-a941-8ba17068...VyaPG-n4_M]](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/9939c28c-a584-4c37-a377-1dda65f5dbfc/da5nr9f-f6b6c05f-5ed1-4edc-a941-8ba170684116.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7InBhdGgiOiIvZi85OTM5YzI4Yy1hNTg0LTRjMzctYTM3Ny0xZGRhNjVmNWRiZmMvZGE1bnI5Zi1mNmI2YzA1Zi01ZWQxLTRlZGMtYTk0MS04YmExNzA2ODQxMTYuZ2lmIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmZpbGUuZG93bmxvYWQiXX0.kjFHzqlWXu2h1QtcY2IqfoVW8Plvxim-wVyaPG-n4_M)
![[Image: britney-spears.gif]](https://media.tenor.com/4jvHso5DvpwAAAAM/britney-spears.gif)
not only its visual parameters, but its internal parameters too
hard to explain (i prefer using senses to know the world, as is probably obvious, not words, unlike certain 5 star michelin wordsalad resto connosurrz who present posts to the forum with the same vibe as the chef from that movie the menu with the dish tasting like SHIT [that is, unpalatable to the senses[i'm the chess tv show wide ipd doe eye aktriss[obviously]]])
but also, let's be clear about what eidetic means
it means idea, but it comes from eidos, greek for "a form" that is seen
but i don't think my memory is visual, vision is like the kiddie bioncles / thomas da train / PUA / MGTOW of the senses
so i dont want to pigeonhole my brilliance into a visual paradigm, or the paradigm of any particual sense, for the matter
it's more, let's say, proprioceptive, the abstract movements of the sensorium prior to those movements being pigeonholed into any particular sense.
basically, i have perfect sensory recall, but i perfectly remember the movements of the virtual (in the sense of deleuze) plane of sense (in both linguistic and sensory senses of the term since this is prior to their delineation, anyway), those neuropsychophysicalphsyiologicalmentalmuscular movements that take place in me but also outside of me that i have been empirically exposed to. basically perfect memory of the these movements and therefore all the possible ways they may thereafter be resolved into this or that sense or whatever. i'll discuss more later, but here's a tldr: brilliant in ways you cannot even conceive
think of my bodymind like, say, a quantum computer meeting a high-powered sniper rifle meeting bRITNEY SPEARS
![[Image: ustalarmeclisi0002026-06-07-15-31-068945...bd7fba.jpg]](https://i.ibb.co/tPYp36sQ/ustalarmeclisi0002026-06-07-15-31-0689453a77-0283-4573-84b3-3790f8bd7fba.jpg)
![[Image: Screenshot-2026-06-20-at-23-46-52-Lookis...-Lists.png]](https://i.ibb.co/8nqCLH50/Screenshot-2026-06-20-at-23-46-52-Lookism-Edit-Buddy-and-Ignore-Lists.png)
