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My dad is becoming increasingly hostile, my mom yells at me for the smallest most petty shit possible, I sleep during the early morning and wake up in the afternoon after sleeping for 12 hours. Starting watching porn and cooming before I was even able to produce semen has ruined my life. I have a brainfog so bad that I can't remember the events of last year. I can feel my IQ decreasing to sub-90 levels. I can't speak coherently and form sentences both in my native language and english. My T levels are normally very high but so is my libido. Can't control myself lads, I'm not satisfied unless I coom at least 6-7 times a day. My coom and piss infested underwear smells like a cemetery. I can't even find motivation to shower, I mostly only shower once a week
BrVtal shite, just the other day while scrolling down on the photos gallery of my moms phone i learned that last year they went to a trip without me to a place i've never been to. Just dad mom and my xister, I'm not sure if I was sleeping in my stinking room due to my brainfog (last year I slept 14+ hours a day, staying awake during night hours) while they were having fun and making memories. They wouldn't be even bothered to tell me of their trip.
I'm gonna never coom and try to reroll (I dropped out on the first year almost 4 years ago) university next year, wish me luck niggers
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have you tried to be more positive?
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i cured brainfog with stimulant drinks
At first this in 2008
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and then instant coffee
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i wish my family would pretend I dont exist instead of trying to force me to come with them to church and pointless npc trips
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(29-10-2025, 12:38 AM)aklifaal Wrote: Starting watching porn and cooming before I was even able to produce semen has ruined my life
holy common denominator
some faggot showed me one of the OG porn websites in elementary school
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(29-10-2025, 12:39 AM)Arrogans Wrote: have you tried to be more positive? I tried showering more, it felt good but my procrastination and laziness prevented it
Plus I think have OCD so I spend hours in the shower. If I'm not fully clean might as well be more filthy instead of half assedly showering
(29-10-2025, 12:42 AM)Manletmachine Wrote: 6-7 times? mirin high t
That is an average day for me, sometimes I coom 10+ times that I lose count, once i did nofap for 8 days and I relapsed during the night fapping and cooming well into afternoon. Can't remember the exact number but must be 15 or even higher. I recently started taking L-Citrulline/arginine and there was still coom coming off after cooming 6 times.
To think that If I didn't start being a coomer when I was 11 I would be a slayer right now. My lowered T levels stunted my growth
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(29-10-2025, 12:51 AM)aklifaal Wrote: I tried showering more, it felt good but my procrastination and laziness prevented it
Plus I think have OCD so I spend hours in the shower. If I'm not fully clean might as well be more filthy instead of half assedly showering
That is an average day for me, sometimes I coom 10+ times that I lose count, once i did nofap for 8 days and I relapsed during the night fapping and cooming well into afternoon. Can't remember the exact number but must be 15 or even higher. I recently started taking L-Citrulline/arginine and there was still coom coming off after cooming 6 times.
To think that If I didn't start being a coomer when I was 11 I would be a slayer right now. My lowered T levels stunted my growth 
why? that just makes you even hornier. mirin hard though ur a mogger
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(29-10-2025, 01:00 AM)Manletmachine Wrote: why? that just makes you even hornier. mirin hard though ur a mogger
Enhancing the cooming experience. They said that it will make your dick "tinglier" or something. When you coom for so long and so much you give yourself the death grip and can't feel anything. Plus i'm circumcised so that's an another minus regarding the sensitivity issue. It works great though, also boosts the t
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(29-10-2025, 01:06 AM)aklifaal Wrote: Enhancing the cooming experience. They said that it will make your dick "tinglier" or something. When you coom for so long and so much you give yourself the death grip and can't feel anything. Plus i'm circumcised so that's an another minus regarding the sensitivity issue. It works great though, also boosts the t
come to belfast
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(29-10-2025, 01:08 AM)Manletmachine Wrote: come to belfast
Seems like a depressing city
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Deer antler is what you need bro
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(29-10-2025, 01:08 AM)Manletmachine Wrote: come to belfast
you missed out on the belfast bookismcon that happened past january
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sleep is the single most important thing for mental health that's within your immediate control
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(29-10-2025, 01:51 AM)Honest Wrote: you missed out on the belfast bookismcon that happened past january
elab
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