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ruud is it true u also tried to kill yourself/suicide attempt?
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14-01-2025, 10:51 PM
(14-01-2025, 10:45 PM)RuudVanNistelrooy Wrote: If my hair was falling off I would legit go ER on my foid psychiatrist.

only realized those two periods overlapped months after stopping

i used to find so much hair on my pillow and it generally looked so shitty that i legit thought it was over. peak lookism shitposting (when the average user wasn't 14, so hairloss was one of the main obsessions) just made it worse. been spending an hour per day checking my hair.

then, after stopping with those pils, i realized it's not happening anymore and my hair basically reversed. i still have some hairloss, and my hair quality is obviously shittier than the one from my 20s, but it's nothing in comparison

you reminded me of a thread i wanted to make, btw
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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15-01-2025, 12:04 AM
(14-01-2025, 07:06 PM)RuudVanNistelrooy Wrote: SSRI's made me suicidal so I wanted to jump off the balcony.

How does that work, it made you so During use or after quitting SSRI
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15-01-2025, 12:05 AM
(14-01-2025, 09:11 PM)MVP Wrote: yeah be careful, it might be poisoned, no joke

No man, paranoia about poisoning is a schizo symptom, ignore it
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15-01-2025, 07:47 PM
(15-01-2025, 12:04 AM)Busty Doll Wrote: How does that work, it made you so During use or after quitting SSRI
During my adventure with them I was like that. After quitting I was sweating and had disrupted sleep for quite some time.
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15-01-2025, 07:52 PM
I took antidepressants for several days only, and I was told they would only work "after many months"

But to me they worked instantly, fixing depression and giving me Youthful Boners (my normal state is: impotent sissy)

So I didn't like it, I wanted to go back to Limp Sissy
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15-01-2025, 07:53 PM
(15-01-2025, 07:47 PM)RuudVanNistelrooy Wrote: During my adventure with them I was like that. After quitting I was sweating and had disrupted sleep for quite some time.

Did you have ED on it? 

If so, how long did it take to rectify
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15-01-2025, 07:54 PM
(15-01-2025, 07:52 PM)Busty Doll Wrote: I took antidepressants for several days only, and I was told they would only work "after many months"

But to me they worked instantly, fixing depression and giving me Youthful Boners (my normal state is: impotent sissy)

So I didn't like it, I wanted to go back to Limp Sissy


They made me limp dicked. 

And I had severe anhedonia 

But I only maybe took for like a week 

Not gonna go on any drugs anymore, 2025 is my year
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15-01-2025, 08:04 PM
(15-01-2025, 07:53 PM)n9wiff Wrote: Did you have ED on it? 

If so, how long did it take to rectify
more than 6 months
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15-01-2025, 08:29 PM
(15-01-2025, 08:04 PM)RuudVanNistelrooy Wrote: more than 6 months

what antidepressant did you take?

im on 30 mg citalopram

40 mg is highest dose they use
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15-01-2025, 08:41 PM
(15-01-2025, 08:29 PM)MVP Wrote: what antidepressant did you take?
Citalopram
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16-01-2025, 06:06 AM
(15-01-2025, 08:41 PM)RuudVanNistelrooy Wrote: Citalopram

well, guess we are all different
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16-01-2025, 07:59 PM
(16-01-2025, 06:06 AM)MVP Wrote: well, guess we are all different
Which meds do you take now?
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16-01-2025, 08:01 PM
(16-01-2025, 07:59 PM)RuudVanNistelrooy Wrote: Which meds do you take now?

citalopram
amisulprid
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16-01-2025, 08:24 PM
(16-01-2025, 08:01 PM)MVP Wrote: citalopram
amisulprid
I thought that you were on least 5 meds.
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#30
16-01-2025, 09:35 PM
(15-01-2025, 12:05 AM)Busty Doll Wrote: No man, paranoia about poisoning is a schizo symptom, ignore it

are you trying to get that man killed?
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