my drinking is self-harm at this point
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the only tangible consequences of it are mild burning everywhere between my neck and my pubic area, constant nausea, shits that feel and look like i'm days away from seeing blood in them, drastic reduction of my cognitive abilities and constant weight gain

pros? buzz and that feeling of invincibility and excitement/optimism about the future? nope, 404 for months now

time to stop, tbh
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#2
why not just do drugs, nootropics

to yield a similar effect but with less side effects
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(18-10-2024, 06:32 PM)3ofspade Wrote: why not just do drugs, nootropics

to yield a similar effect but with less side effects

bro

apart from that, drugs are illegal, and i ve developed tolerance to those that aren't
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#4
I like turning in my bed when drunk
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#5
You decided to self medicate now man up.
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#6
What drugs have you done?
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#7
I've had to quit, felt so nauseous all day yesterday I couldn't even keep water or coke zero down


Basically have already quit Clonazepam

Not even doing it for health reasons, the enjoyment I get from this crap anymore is just non existent. Basically spending money and putting in effort to binge drink, realize you feel no different, and then spend the next day feeling like an end stage aids patient

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#8
maybe just stop drinking sweaty

genius lawyer but can't come up with the most basic solution to the most basic problem
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(18-10-2024, 11:06 PM)prince of shitskins Wrote: I've had to quit, felt so nauseous all day yesterday I couldn't even keep water or coke zero down


Basically have already quit Clonazepam

Not even doing it for health reasons, the enjoyment I get from this crap anymore is just non existent. Basically spending money and putting in effort to binge drink, realize you feel no different, and then spend the next day feeling like an end stage aids patient

this. at least i used to get to experience an evening of thrill and euphoria before. now that that's gone, it's just being a stockholm syndrome victim
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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(18-10-2024, 11:12 PM)kathisterima Wrote: maybe just stop drinking sweaty

genius lawyer but can't come up with the most basic solution to the most basic problem

you know that's not how this works
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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(18-10-2024, 11:12 PM)kathisterima Wrote: maybe just stop drinking sweaty

genius lawyer but can't come up with the most basic solution to the most basic problem

so true
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(18-10-2024, 11:12 PM)kathisterima Wrote: maybe just stop drinking sweaty

genius lawyer but can't come up with the most basic solution to the most basic problem

so true
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#14
try kratom. Use baclofen to taper off from alcohol, and thiamine.
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(19-10-2024, 11:02 AM)Sexual chocolate Wrote: try kratom. Use baclofen to taper off from alcohol, and thiamine.

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/prescription-drug-abuse/in-depth/kratom/art-20402171
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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