I got approached by another girl again at work

[Bookist]

She said hey how are you and we were talking a bit and i asked if she wants a nicotine pouch  , i felt very nervous and socially anxious cause i was attracted to her she was young and kinda beautiful

Imagine if i was normal i could have taking the interaction forward but theres just no way i can do that with my high inhibition social anxiety . I would need both pharmaceutical testosterone and antipsychotics then i would have the confidence to escalate the interaction with women . I feel inferior to every women and only way i can see myself taking a interaction forward is if im on pharmaceutical testosterone to cure my social anxiety

[height]

i love this thread 10/10. would and could. very nice words. powerful. keep using them. they will lead you to inner peace and harmony. i want you to be aware that i absorb every word that you write about what you might do with tremendous excitement. these vibrant ideas about future possibilties are what will drive our species forward. they are the foundation of the glory that we will take. 

[Bookist]

i love this thread 10/10. would and could. very nice words. powerful. keep using them. they will lead you to inner peace and harmony. i want you to be aware that i absorb every word that you write about what you might do with tremendous excitement. these vibrant ideas about future possibilties are what will drive our species forward. they are the foundation of the glory that we will take. 

What do you mean?

[towncel]

I mean, if you're ugly/average and try to escalate from the first conversation it could easily backfire.

[Bookist]

I mean, if you're ugly and try to escalate from the first conversation it could easily backfire.

i look quite good facially. my issue is trauma and sad life story

it wasnt the first conversation, she have talked to me a couple of times before also when we worked together. but i never escalated it