Bought a really sharpe knife and some sedatives

[Iblameher]

I can share with you ancient ayurvedic concoctions

[freddie]

Why aren't you happy you have your own apartment now and can do whatever you like at peace.

Sickness in my chest that my dad caused which is totally real

I don't give a fuck.if people think I'm making it up

I know the cunt deliberately made me sick. He's hated me my whole entire life. 

He's gonna make up a room for me to live in? Fantasy

He is not altruistic in the slightest. Complete boomer caricature who hates his own children. Saved his worthless ass from being strangled to death but I shouldn't have 

He wanted his pound of flesh and he got it

Really, this is 200% my fault for not just cutting contact a decade ago

here is your attention, bro

Ty

P.s. keep believing your nepobaby fantasy 

My parents never gave me shit or cared about me in the fucking slightest a

You know the way you feel is treatable right? You clearly have trauma that has fucked you up but you know like 75% of people also do. The difference between them and you is that they got help, you haven’t even tried. I mean really tried. There’s emdr therapy, complex childhood truama therapy, CBT, DBT, they can even zap your brain to get it working right. Just try it and if that doesn’t work then fine go ahead and kill yourself.

It's a write off 

I embrace the sweet release of death tbh

[freddie]

I can share with you ancient ayurvedic concoctions

My aunt took me to this Indian dude for some chest medicine. I don't think it helped

As far as the mental, it's a write off

[Pi33baby]

It's a write off 

I embrace the sweet release of death tbh

Why don’t want to feel better? You easily could if you wanted to

[freddie]

Why don’t want to feel better? You easily could if you wanted to

i got some infection in my lungs i cant make go away

[Pi33baby]

i got some infection in my lungs i cant make go away

Dude go to fucking doctor I’m sure it’s very treatable

[freddie]

Dude go to fucking doctor I’m sure it’s very treatable

nah my dad fucked with the rooms i was in and had his friend tamper with my medical records

it's over tbh

my fault for not cutting contact with that retard a decade ago

[bluerose]

nah my dad fucked with the rooms i was in and had his friend tamper with my medical records

it's over tbh

my fault for not cutting contact with that retard a decade ago

are u sure ur schizo btw, i don't think ur brain developed in any other way than i'd expect it to under dat demonic family.

[freddie]

are u sure ur schizo btw, i don't think ur brain developed in any other way than i'd expect it to under dat demonic family.

im not schizophrenic at all

this 100% happened

my brain is extremely resistant to mental illness. normgroids are the freaks

[Pi33baby]

nah my dad fucked with the rooms i was in and had his friend tamper with my medical records

it's over tbh

my fault for not cutting contact with that retard a decade ago

Just go to urgent care tomorrow they’ll do a chest x ray and see if there’s anything in your lungs. It’s not that hard

[Altruist]

Omegastar tuer thread

[B00X]

whats up now

[Altruist]

tier*

jfl

[Winyan Numpa]

nah my dad fucked with the rooms i was in and had his friend tamper with my medical records

it's over tbh

my fault for not cutting contact with that retard a decade ago

everyone here denies u bc they dont have doctor parents, all it takes is one phone call


he got me falsely diagnosed with adhd by calling my psychiatrist
my psychiatrist literally said "you dont meet the diagnostic criteria for adhd but your father is insisting" 

ive seen my dad tamper with mine and my brothers medical records etc. he hid my brothers severe neuro deficits and conduct disorder for his entire lifetime so that he could larp that my brother is normal even though he is clearly in need of help. like srs fucking deficits he had facial palsy, a lisp, still cant hold a pencil, cognitively stunted,  in the 30th percentile for his age despite tutoring. he just had to say no dont put it on the record jfl

 he hides him from the entire rest of the family bc he is turbonarcy and unable to cope with the fact that he produced a literal retard and modern medicine was not enough to save my brother from the fact that my parents were old as fuck so my mom had medical complications when he was in utero. as a doctor they knew this would happen but he was in massive denial. 

upon realizing that he was an oldcel with rotting sperm his denial response was to start body building. he got pretty buff and shredded somehow but he used his gains to just beat the shit out of me which was fucking terrifying. he would run arnd the house saying "i am in the illuminati do you know how many people i have killed? do you ever think i would hesitate to kill you youre my own daughter i wouldnt give a fuck" i was 8-10 and he was a 6ft+ man. when he was done he would have complete amnesia of everything that happened and be chill with me jfl

my dad used to bring random injections home, keep it in the freezer, the inject me with it saying its the flu vaccine but i would react extremely badly. i would end up ill for days (never had that reaction to normal vaccines) 

when i was 13 i got a lung infection from a virus bc they made me keep walking in 50c heat for days even when i was nauseous and ill then they just locked me in my room to rot in bed for a literal month eating potato chips + takeout bc it was school holidays and only got me the right care bc i had to go back to school and i couldnt walk or speak properly. (he was chief of the entire fucking department too jfl) 

not to mention my dissociative symptoms where i would switch into another fuking person at night that would scream "what did they do to me why are they doing this to me" and run arnd the house. couple times i was co conscious. after studying psych i realize it couldnt have been night terrors or sleepwalking bc of the lucidity i displayed. he recorded it a few times and i clearly changed my behavior upon being recorded then retreated into my room. also u cant be co conscious and feel like youre being possessed if its just night terrors. 

not only that but on one school trip i kept having memory blackouts then later that night when they had to put me in my dads room bc i was mentally cracking. in bed i started freaking out thinking that the ceiling fan whirring was a helicopter and didnt know what country i was in

hes jekyl and hyde incarnate, a loving, empathetic doctor who was thoughtful and competent switching into a raging lunatic 

@You're dead

[Altruist]

ur mistaking ur inner child with ur ego which is the subhuman, ur inner normie dat's just like ur father and brother.

oh dear god, this diarrhea inducing armchair psychologizing should be worthy of an IP permaban

reminder this class A moron who, despite his amazing sentience and cognitive capacity,  FAILED TO FUCKING GRADUATE FROM A FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL AS A PRIVILEGED KID IN FUCKING GERMANY, genuinely thinks this midwitted first level thinking based drivel is some genius analyzing and him deconstructing people and their problems. to make it better, it's anonymous randoms from all around the world he knows nothing about except the often trolling or deliberately skewed information they provide about themselves