I am intimated by "dating"

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Every once in a while i match with a legit good looking girl on OLD

Right now this good looking polish girl matched and texted me. I think she might be a catfish

Whatever. Even thinking about meeting her i get intimidated

I know i am not fun to be around most of the time

So i start thinking about all the shit she might no like about me

I am blackpilled, but i guess i am just not good looking enough to rely on looks 100%

It's too stressful at the end of the day

At this point i have to come to peace with the fact that i am a loner and not made for the normie life... which is quite depressing

im happy being an IRL loner, although I have an extremely busy online life. this is just the way I like it:

real life loner, online socialite

I don't find it that fulfilling, but i always fall into it. Tbh it's for better, as it's so much less stressful

I'll just see where things are going, but actively "dating" and "socializing" puts too much pressure on me