16-06-2026, 07:20 PM
no alcohol
no pills
no binge eating
no porn
no binge scrolling (watching a movie or a show here and there is even ok)
yet ... it feels so out of reach.
and please dont fucking tell me it's the void i need to fill with women or socializing, lmao, i ve been the king of the campus for 3 years straight, having 9/10 20 yos literally jump in my bed at 5 am by sneaking in through the window, and none of that felt as gratifying as consuming the stuff i listed at the beginning of this thread. it did "objectively" make me feel like im living the dream, but the physical sensation was 30% as good at best
no pills
no binge eating
no porn
no binge scrolling (watching a movie or a show here and there is even ok)
yet ... it feels so out of reach.
and please dont fucking tell me it's the void i need to fill with women or socializing, lmao, i ve been the king of the campus for 3 years straight, having 9/10 20 yos literally jump in my bed at 5 am by sneaking in through the window, and none of that felt as gratifying as consuming the stuff i listed at the beginning of this thread. it did "objectively" make me feel like im living the dream, but the physical sensation was 30% as good at best
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