Bought a really sharpe knife and some sedatives

[freddie]

Why aren't you happy you have your own apartment now and can do whatever you like at peace.

Sickness in my chest that my dad caused which is totally real

I don't give a fuck.if people think I'm making it up

I know the cunt deliberately made me sick. He's hated me my whole entire life. 

He's gonna make up a room for me to live in? Fantasy

He is not altruistic in the slightest. Complete boomer caricature who hates his own children. Saved his worthless ass from being strangled to death but I shouldn't have 

He wanted his pound of flesh and he got it

Really, this is 200% my fault for not just cutting contact a decade ago

here is your attention, bro

Ty

P.s. keep believing your nepobaby fantasy 

My parents never gave me shit or cared about me in the fucking slightest a

You know the way you feel is treatable right? You clearly have trauma that has fucked you up but you know like 75% of people also do. The difference between them and you is that they got help, you haven’t even tried. I mean really tried. There’s emdr therapy, complex childhood truama therapy, CBT, DBT, they can even zap your brain to get it working right. Just try it and if that doesn’t work then fine go ahead and kill yourself.

It's a write off 

I embrace the sweet release of death tbh