Something brutal I’ve had to accept about all these people who have some kind of “groundbreaking truth” to reveal

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

… is that there’s no such thing that I will ever really stumble upon. I’m not capable of finding anything that really matters and at best I’ll just have grifter after new age weirdo after aspiring cult leader continuing to throw their “revelations” at me. I’ll just live a boring bitter life that doesn’t have a single redeeming quality beyond allowing me the occasional opportunity to ignore it completely while I jack off or watch youtube videos.