21-09-2025, 05:13 PM
well not exactly the same because it's my doctorate, but academic year just started and i realized i have 18 months to get the one i m currently enrolled ( 
) in done
as retarded as i am, i signed up for it a couple of years ago and then just kept fantasizing about it, i guess, writing itself while i'm listening to the godfather soundtrack/watching gwh highlights and shitposting here high on pills and alcohol
got slapped with a similar change in regulations as you when i checked the uni e-mail yesterday
holy cringe. now my options are:
1. giving up on it after investing so much time and effort in it
2. quitting my job and focusing on the dissertation at home, which ALWAYS results in me rotting like a maniac and not even showering for weeks, while having the 3k posts on incel forums : 2 pages of author text ratio
3. keeping my job and then dedicating 2-3 hours to research when i come home from work, completely exhausted. for at least a year. long hours on weekends included
) in doneas retarded as i am, i signed up for it a couple of years ago and then just kept fantasizing about it, i guess, writing itself while i'm listening to the godfather soundtrack/watching gwh highlights and shitposting here high on pills and alcohol
got slapped with a similar change in regulations as you when i checked the uni e-mail yesterday
holy cringe. now my options are:
1. giving up on it after investing so much time and effort in it
2. quitting my job and focusing on the dissertation at home, which ALWAYS results in me rotting like a maniac and not even showering for weeks, while having the 3k posts on incel forums : 2 pages of author text ratio
3. keeping my job and then dedicating 2-3 hours to research when i come home from work, completely exhausted. for at least a year. long hours on weekends included
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