20-02-2025, 07:02 AM
the outdoors gets boring too. nothing to do beyond a certain point. stare at enough streams, walk enough trails, build a little place with wood, climb the highest hill. it's not as glamorous as people would like to believe (obviously better than spending it on the internet). I had a period in my life, where I went solo backpacking for months and the chronic boredom eventually took a toll on me. and I'm naturally an introverted person + my arrogance and ego made me believe I can live a completely solitary life.
I resonate with Christopher mccandless when he says "happiness is only real when shared," and he was a prolific nomad and adventurer. moments with others. end of day, you need to seek companionship in some way,, problem is I can't form a genuine, emotional connection with anyone.
I resonate with Christopher mccandless when he says "happiness is only real when shared," and he was a prolific nomad and adventurer. moments with others. end of day, you need to seek companionship in some way,, problem is I can't form a genuine, emotional connection with anyone.
