i feel like i betrayed myself

[lol]

I was scrolling on YouTube live the other day and realized just how pitiful most people's existence are

one obese black woman with pica chewing on mouthfuls after mouthfuls of cornstarch, another telling tales for hours on end with their oracle cards, another talking about politics with 1 viewer, the rest just rotting on video games, sports.

always makes me feel better about myself