i feel like i betrayed myself

[prince of shitskins]

the fact remains that i've wasted years 22-32 of my life for absolutely nothing


agree, and i don't intend (and, to be honest, i could never pull it off) to become one of those people. still, what i've been doing is just as pathetic


i do have a hobby, it's just that it's developing my own system of legal notation and the legal theory in general, lmao. if someone opened my password-protected 4 gb of docoments or found dozens of notebooks filled with what looks like random scrabbling of dots, lines and symbols, they'd think i'm batshit insane

Zagreb is pretty close to the sea right? Get a car and a boat/trailer to tow it with. Getting drunk on a boat is extremely therapeutic. I plan on getting a tiny dighny with a 15hp outboard, but I'm just projecting things I personally enjoy. Idk. No point hating yourself for wasted time. Could be 1000× worse