14-05-2024, 12:11 AM
Im really sorry to hear this. I only recently discovered the extent of my father's addiction and it almost sent me over the edge. we found out he had been jerking it to pictures of my sister. to what extent we don't know. he admitted this to my mom last year when he was doing his AA "confessions" step or whatever. he also confessed to taking videos of my friends mom's when I was younger (10+ years ago) and jerking it to them. he has always been a self obsessed cocksucker with no substance as a person. I don't know the best way to cope with this but all I can say is get him 100% out of your life by whatever means necessary and feel through it. don't repress anything. my current goal is to make my fathers life as hard as possible. I want to ruin him. make him feel the pain my sister feels x100. it's fucked. porn didn't necessarily cause all this but it definitely didn't help.
