13-05-2024, 11:55 PM
My dad was into porn too and spent all his time in the computer room. I found porn all over as well. I had to use his computer to print stuff and almost every file was some porn picture. He was addicted to this game second life and cosplayed as a woman in it. I walked in on him cyber sexing with randos on more than one occasion (that game seems to be for porn addicts because everyone’s character is a big titted bimbo). My mom was gone during the day and my dad worked nights so I had almost zero interaction with him because he’d only leave his room to go to work. I remember one Christmas my mom was working and my sister and I spent the entire day alone because my dad was just fapping away. I also feel weird when he touches me etc me and reading posts by fathers talking about fapping over their daughters on Reddit made me even more fearful and resentful. I guess my mom was really cold and distant but I don’t think having a porn addiction really helps a relationship at all. I waited so long to get into a relationship because I was so sickened by men for the longest time. I’m sorry for your experience
