09-04-2022, 08:03 AM
I don't think so either @NuclearBrain. Agreed.
I'm physically incapable of pursuing anyone who's even close to my looksmatch—so long as I want merely sex from them. But if I want more I can pursue. I wish I could just turn off that thing in me that wants a relationship, and pursue sex with women who are decent or even hot, but not my ideal partner. It's not even fear of rejection at this point, it's mostly a sense of feeling I myself am polluted
I'm physically incapable of pursuing anyone who's even close to my looksmatch—so long as I want merely sex from them. But if I want more I can pursue. I wish I could just turn off that thing in me that wants a relationship, and pursue sex with women who are decent or even hot, but not my ideal partner. It's not even fear of rejection at this point, it's mostly a sense of feeling I myself am polluted
