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I was gonna get laid - shitshine - 09-04-2022
But it was with a 45 year old woman. I turned her down. Did I miss out?
RE: I was gonna get laid - shitshine - 09-04-2022
I've only been with a 52 year old married woman and a 43 year old single woman before
RE: I was gonna get laid - ESQNav - 09-04-2022
Why do u think u turned her down
RE: I was gonna get laid - shitshine - 09-04-2022
Well last time I was with a woman that age (it happened before with 2 women), they had really ghastly skin. So I felt like I was closer to death. Sad
RE: I was gonna get laid - shitshine - 09-04-2022
These days I don't want to go above 30, sincerely because I am afraid of death, and being with sub-30 women makes me feel like my deteriorating health isn't being pulled away from me
RE: I was gonna get laid - shitshine - 09-04-2022
I have a bit of a problem where I hate myself so much, and I have this madonna whore complex, I intentionally only fuck women I don't respect, and don't really want. I wonder if it's cause I disgust myself by the amount of sex I've had, and I want to spare anyone I actually like my filth and ruination
RE: I was gonna get laid - NuclearBrain - 09-04-2022
no bro you aint missing shit from that old cunt
RE: I was gonna get laid - shitshine - 09-04-2022
I don't think so either @NuclearBrain. Agreed.
I'm physically incapable of pursuing anyone who's even close to my looksmatch—so long as I want merely sex from them. But if I want more I can pursue. I wish I could just turn off that thing in me that wants a relationship, and pursue sex with women who are decent or even hot, but not my ideal partner. It's not even fear of rejection at this point, it's mostly a sense of feeling I myself am polluted
RE: I was gonna get laid - Blau - 09-04-2022
It's not your fault for not liking her