life is so weird

[prince of shitskins]

i completely understand that mindset. i just wish i could stay in one of those two alternatives for good. not feel content just existing and chilling for a while, but then get the urge to chase muh achievements and success of any kind

If you're a loser long enough you will eventually just stop caring

Either become a defeatist or oscillate between being unfulfilled and moments of forgetting that you feel unfulfilled forever