life is so weird

[Altruist]

That's why I choose the way of the chiller. You can't fool me into thinking that I'll be satisfied by success. If you need me, I'll be taking it easy.

i completely understand that mindset. i just wish i could stay in one of those two alternatives for good. not feel content just existing and chilling for a while, but then get the urge to chase muh achievements and success of any kind