life is so weird

[Altruist]

i thought this was a cliche, but i ve had multiple major achievements in the last 3 weeks, goals i ve been chasing for over a decade thinking once i get there, i ll spend the rest of my life in bliss, and of course, i feel empty and alienated ever since

it s related to my private life circumstances and my career. nothing literally life-changing, but pretty important to me. everything played out just right, but ended up with one huge anticlimax



am i supposed to start this process over again or what