can't tell if i have ADHD or im just a piece of shit or what

[mogs_me]

i don't really "believe" in ADHD and a lot of related disorders but i do seem to have some serious issues
my attention span and motivation span is really bad for things that I'm not intensely interested in
effectively, in short, I'm a little bitch and can't do anything except for what I want to do
i dont wanna do my job at work, so i dont
i dont wanna work out, so i dont
i kind of want to fix myself so that i can find the motivation for these things, but clearly i dont want it badly enough otherwise i wouldve done it
im diagnosing myself with being a lazy bitch, but how can i fix it?
is it just something inherent in my brain?
how can I make myself want to change if i don't already want to change?
it seems entirely paradoxical..... 

[Bojack]

just make yourself do it neeguh, no one else can do it for you n chit

[Honest]

welcome to 95% of people

[machinelves]

it called life is scam

u need to find something u actually like doing (like hobby to make u excited) or spend more time in nature or sum shit


i wish it were normal to qork 3 days a week

[boiledpotatoes87]

I’m just a piece of shit, personally

[Mr Looks]

it's the animal inside you, either tame it or be destroyed by it

[machinelves]

it's the animal inside you, either tame it or be destroyed by it

this is the animal inside of me