The pain was out of this world again

[MVP]

Strongly considering suicide.
But no, ffs, i need to go to doctor and get strong painkillers prescribed a fucking sap.

Its literally a joke that a human has to endure such pain.
I dont care anymore, i will go to doctor and say i have unbearable pain and get opiates prescribed. No such fucking tips on the internet like 'distract yourself or 'do meditation or exercise' help. Fucking joke.

[Blau]

I wish you luck with that man I ain't going to give advice when I don't know what to give
 Good luck man!