periodic rotting, lasting like 6 months at a time. i think i have hormonal imbalance tbh
if this didn't happen id have ascended by now. ive seen my peak at the same point too many times already, before being mercilessly raped by another 6month rotting session. basically all looksmaxing/fraudmaxing progress is gone
the gap between stopping fully and barely moving is UTTERLY insurmountable, so you should fight with your life to avoid the slump. i keep this mindset compartmentalized because i cant be read im a psychotic backstabbing illogical schizoid monster i shed my humanity and i use whatever i can to thunder towards goth emo pear shaped tomboy gf with short black hair
conversely, if you already are hollow.
then youre fucked tbh. every day ur becoming more zomboid, might as well end it cause ur on that path anyway
if this didn't happen id have ascended by now. ive seen my peak at the same point too many times already, before being mercilessly raped by another 6month rotting session. basically all looksmaxing/fraudmaxing progress is gone
the gap between stopping fully and barely moving is UTTERLY insurmountable, so you should fight with your life to avoid the slump. i keep this mindset compartmentalized because i cant be read im a psychotic backstabbing illogical schizoid monster i shed my humanity and i use whatever i can to thunder towards goth emo pear shaped tomboy gf with short black hair
conversely, if you already are hollow.
then youre fucked tbh. every day ur becoming more zomboid, might as well end it cause ur on that path anyway


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