my anxiety is through the roof because my mom bought me cinamon buns

[Alexander]

im freaking out even more because my mother bought me some food. these cinamon bun things.

they are causing me near panic attack because:

-they are individually wrapped which is such a waste. wrapped in plastic
-i dont know how to prepare them. i asked if i should put them in toaster but my mom said that the buns are too thick for that. i asked if i should put in a microwave but my mom said she didnt know and that i should check the label. but it didnt say how to prepare on the label
-i put them in the microwave for 15 seconds and ate them but they are too sweet and i feel sick. but i dont want to seem ungrateful so i will have to eat them all. but i dont know how to prepare them the right way?


i had two which means there are two empty plastic wrappings left over now. its making me anxious. im afraid of tomorrow when i have to eat them again

[Blau]

My god I feel bad for you 😔

[Alexander]

My god I feel bad for you 😔

i am sorry that i made you feel bad but i need to vent my failed existence somewhere. other sites just torment me as if i was telling my stories to a group of irl normies

[ESQNav]

put a stick through them and put it over a fire son

[Blau]

My god I feel bad for you 😔

i am sorry that i made you feel bad but i need to vent my failed existence somewhere. other sites just torment me as if i was telling my stories to a group of irl normies

Do you have a cope that you do? I just watch YouTube video play games and do some ntmaxxing

[Alexander]

My god I feel bad for you 😔

i am sorry that i made you feel bad but i need to vent my failed existence somewhere. other sites just torment me as if i was telling my stories to a group of irl normies

Do you have a cope that you do? I just watch YouTube video play games and do some ntmaxxing

i try to watch youtube but its mostly boring. still i try to watch stuff to pass time until death


sometimes i just stare at wall or out of window. or walk around the house and stare at the walls or ground

sometimes i try to read books.
i talk to people online about my situation

[Alexander]

put a stick through them and put it over a fire son

i dont have a fire. i think a fire would burn them and make them taste bad

[ESQNav]

put a stick through them and put it over a fire son

i dont have a fire. i think a fire would burn them and make them taste bad

just hover it ever so slightly over a match then son