[Aspie] Did discovering incel/BP forums at 12 years old rot my brain?

[n9wiff]

The three paths to think about this

1) - Full accountability

I feel like I am deflecting the terrible trajectory of course of events within my life on the fact that I discovered these forums rather than acknowledging the fact that I have maybe made some terrible decisions. 

Maybe taking accountability is the first step to redemption, instead of finding for endless amounts of excuses. After all, I was only presented with information, it was what I chose to do with said information that truly caused a change within me. 

2) - Partial Accountability ? 

Discovering these forums only played a part in my mental and physical deterioration. They provided harmful, mysoginistic and LDAR/NEET content to me + conspiracy theories that ruined my ability to see the world with a normal world view. 

I was also exposed to these communities while my brain was developing. That could have played a part in the way my brain structured socializing? Instead of hanging out with friends, a forum was my default for socialization because that was all I ever had ( I was a loner during school for some reason ). 

3) - No accountability 

Everything was the forums' and communities' fault. I was just unlucky enough to stumble across this.


What I chose as the most acceptable answer = Path 2

Why path 2? Because Path 2 provides a rational answer.

One dimensional answers always fall flat when it comes to social situations and philosophy because these areas are highly complex and are never black and white issues. Things like beauty, art, reasoning, philosophy etc. 


What do you guys think?

[n9wiff]

My biggest flaws in life currently : 

My physical looks

Lack of intelligence

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

obviously, but you probably have development delays
anyone in tune with their intuition and ambitions wouldve not waste time with this type of thing like we do
unfortunately due to traumatic events ive not caught the same desires as normies at an early age, so im having to do it now (socialize etc)

[applefeed]

DNR

[n9wiff]

obviously, but you probably have development delays
anyone in tune with their intuition and ambitions wouldve not waste time with this type of thing like we do
unfortunately due to traumatic events ive not caught the same desires as normies at an early age, so im having to do it now (socialize etc)

I see, makes sense as I do feel like I lack those things.

[M1NT]

uh...didnt read, but I discovered incel forums when I was in my 20s and I turned out fine

[n9wiff]

uh...didnt read, but I discovered incel forums when I was in my 20s and I turned out fine

I joined .is when I was 13 so yeah.

I think I am normal for the most part though, other than social problems and insecurity

[M1NT]

I joined .is when I was 13 so yeah.

I think I am normal for the most part though, other than social problems and insecurity

what kind of social problems?

[n9wiff]

what kind of social problems?

Social anxiety and unable to fit in with kids my age. I also find it hard to relate with people my age since I dont know the trends etc. I don't have like a Instagram or Tik Tok or those new weird ones callced bumble etc.

[Mr Looks]

blast test E, do nofap + noporn and download tiktok

look it's not rocket science

[n9wiff]

blast test E, do nofap + noporn and download tiktok

look it's not rocket science

I am already Chad

[slop slinger]

i wish i did surgeries earlier

[Normal]

lookism only illuminated the truth as long as u were sentient, otherwise its gg

[n9wiff]

lookism only illuminated the truth as long as u were sentient, otherwise its gg

True.