04-11-2022, 11:09 PM
Quote:When I was 17 I used to think everyone had their person and that there was truly someone for everyone lol thanks disney, mom, and friends, that’s not how the real world works at all. Not everyone has the same opportunities in life and realistically people have to die alone. I’ve accepted a LONG time ago I will never be romantically desired. I’m not attractive enough and i wouldn’t even know how to properly function in one if I got one since I lack sooo much relationship experience that everyone else already got in middle and highschool. I probably wouldn’t even be happy, but more so in a constant state of anxiety worrying whether or not I’m pleasing them and if I’m good enough.
So for now I’m content with working to be sexually desirable and making friends. But both of those seem to not be possible as it stands currently but much more exciting than having a relationship for me at least. But even when it comes to making friends, im not someone you would be proud to be seen hanging out with… so I guess I’ll most likely always be alone
from r/ForeverAlone
