what if i am utterly doomed beyond my comprehension

[Steppenwolf]

i might be, ngl. there's this feeling of dread that i'm half dead, since ever. people do notice i am unable to connect

[prince of shitskins]

a life and a routine can solve a lot of problems, imo

i remember when i was working i would never get depressed. pissed off, yeah, but no existential dread or anything