18-10-2022, 01:03 AM
turns out the drug dealer's friend used to be a kid that i censor censor censor back when i was 12 or sth.
the drug dealer confessed to me why he did this to me, he said that this kid ( now an adult ) asked him to scam me.
i did a little research and found out who this kid is and i remember what happened between us.
first of all, he is so fragile. i mean why would he develop hatred over that thing, nothing literally happened.
i let him go when he cried and literally nothing happened.
what a punk, why would you still hate me you fucking unthankful little shit, i could have censor you that day.
however, this bring up the idea of the people who i hurt in the past and now they are adult to my head. it kinda scares me, i might get ran by a car one day and never know why. it could be one of those kids who developed such hatred and now want revenge. most of it was consensual idk wtf they are thinking now, i mean make up your mind kid. you liked it back then, whats so changed now? how could you be so affected by mainstream to change your personality in such a way that makes you grow hatred?
i guess, i will make sure of anonymity in next life.
the drug dealer confessed to me why he did this to me, he said that this kid ( now an adult ) asked him to scam me.
i did a little research and found out who this kid is and i remember what happened between us.
first of all, he is so fragile. i mean why would he develop hatred over that thing, nothing literally happened.
i let him go when he cried and literally nothing happened.
what a punk, why would you still hate me you fucking unthankful little shit, i could have censor you that day.
however, this bring up the idea of the people who i hurt in the past and now they are adult to my head. it kinda scares me, i might get ran by a car one day and never know why. it could be one of those kids who developed such hatred and now want revenge. most of it was consensual idk wtf they are thinking now, i mean make up your mind kid. you liked it back then, whats so changed now? how could you be so affected by mainstream to change your personality in such a way that makes you grow hatred?
i guess, i will make sure of anonymity in next life.
