my dreams are about to collapse

[psychoman]

the girl who i have crush on invited us to her brother's wedding.
i'm about to be slapped in the face by reality that she doesn't give a single fuck about me nor even know me.
that's when my final phase of depression begins.
a dark age is about to begin in the chapter of my life.

[psychoman]

she is my last hope, back when we were kids she used to have crush on me and i'm hoping very hard that she still has feelings for me.
but thats just me coping, in reality she dosen't even notice me now, im sure of it.
this wedding gonna be my funeral.
now imagine if it turns out she is engaged or sth.

however i can keep coping that she is in a bad position right now, her younger brother is getting married and she is still single and thats a bad thing for a girl that age.
she might say yes if i propose.
propose?! lol imagine how delusional i am.
im imagining marring her.

[artisanalshitposter]

the girl who i have crush on invited us to her brother's wedding.
i'm about to be slapped in the face by reality that she doesn't give a single fuck about me nor even know me.
that's when my final phase of depression begins.
a dark age is about to begin in the chapter of my life.

is this what normies experience? being randomly invited by their crushes to weddings? something like this sounds inconceivable to me, but OTOH I have an extremely limited IRL social circle anyways

[AntonioJuraz]

brutal your cope is about to get crushed

[psychoman]

the girl who i have crush on invited us to her brother's wedding.
i'm about to be slapped in the face by reality that she doesn't give a single fuck about me nor even know me.
that's when my final phase of depression begins.
a dark age is about to begin in the chapter of my life.

is this what normies experience? being randomly invited by their crushes to weddings? something like this sounds inconceivable to me, but OTOH I have an extremely limited IRL social circle anyways

i guess this happens for them on a regular basis. this is once in a life time opportunity for me.

[psychoman]

brutal your cope is about to get crushed

i've foreseen the future already. i will attend the wedding, i may see her but she will not see me. 0 eye contact, to a point where i will figure out she must have seen me at some point so she is trying to avoid eye contact on propose.

meanwhile im in hexadespair mode, i'm thinking about death and the concept of not existing.
you know, those kind of moments where in movies the character is focused hard by camera and everything else is blurry af, and the main character can't even hear people around him.

[AntonioJuraz]

brutal your cope is about to get crushed

i've foreseen the future already. i will attend the wedding, i may see her but she will not see me. 0 eye contact, to a point where i will figure out she must have seen me at some point so she is trying to avoid eye contact on propose.

meanwhile im in hexadespair mode, i'm thinking about death and the concept of not existing.
you know, those kind of moments where in movies the character is focused hard by camera and everything else is blurry af, and the main character can't even hear people around him.

stare her down until she notices you

[psychoman]

brutal your cope is about to get crushed

i've foreseen the future already. i will attend the wedding, i may see her but she will not see me. 0 eye contact, to a point where i will figure out she must have seen me at some point so she is trying to avoid eye contact on propose.

meanwhile im in hexadespair mode, i'm thinking about death and the concept of not existing.
you know, those kind of moments where in movies the character is focused hard by camera and everything else is blurry af, and the main character can't even hear people around him.

stare her down until she notices you

jokes on her but i can't even get to the wedding, im staying up all night so that i miss it when i'm sleep in the next day.
yeah, fuck god i will not even attend it.
i can just live with the idea that she still has crush on me. it gives me reason to live.

[AntonioJuraz]

brutal your cope is about to get crushed

i've foreseen the future already. i will attend the wedding, i may see her but she will not see me. 0 eye contact, to a point where i will figure out she must have seen me at some point so she is trying to avoid eye contact on propose.

meanwhile im in hexadespair mode, i'm thinking about death and the concept of not existing.
you know, those kind of moments where in movies the character is focused hard by camera and everything else is blurry af, and the main character can't even hear people around him.

stare her down until she notices you

jokes on her but i can't even get to the wedding, im staying up all night so that i miss it when i'm sleep in the next day.
yeah, fuck god i will not even attend it.
i can just live with the idea that she still has crush on me. it gives me reason to live.

what if she does and wants you to come to the wedding to spend time with you

[psychoman]

i've foreseen the future already. i will attend the wedding, i may see her but she will not see me. 0 eye contact, to a point where i will figure out she must have seen me at some point so she is trying to avoid eye contact on propose.

meanwhile im in hexadespair mode, i'm thinking about death and the concept of not existing.
you know, those kind of moments where in movies the character is focused hard by camera and everything else is blurry af, and the main character can't even hear people around him.

stare her down until she notices you

jokes on her but i can't even get to the wedding, im staying up all night so that i miss it when i'm sleep in the next day.
yeah, fuck god i will not even attend it.
i can just live with the idea that she still has crush on me. it gives me reason to live.

what if she does and wants you to come to the wedding to spend time with you

oh, our "weddings" are gender-separated btw.
no dude, i'm not joking or overreacting, she literally doesn't even know me.

[AntonioJuraz]

stare her down until she notices you

jokes on her but i can't even get to the wedding, im staying up all night so that i miss it when i'm sleep in the next day.
yeah, fuck god i will not even attend it.
i can just live with the idea that she still has crush on me. it gives me reason to live.

what if she does and wants you to come to the wedding to spend time with you

oh, our "weddings" are gender-separated btw.
no dude, i'm not joking or overreacting, she literally doesn't even know me.

and there is no alcohol or music? what do you even do? just eat some food?

[psychoman]

jokes on her but i can't even get to the wedding, im staying up all night so that i miss it when i'm sleep in the next day.
yeah, fuck god i will not even attend it.
i can just live with the idea that she still has crush on me. it gives me reason to live.

what if she does and wants you to come to the wedding to spend time with you

oh, our "weddings" are gender-separated btw.
no dude, i'm not joking or overreacting, she literally doesn't even know me.

and there is no alcohol or music? what do you even do? just eat some food?

eat some food.

[artisanalshitposter]

you need to fuck her at the wedding

[psychoman]

you need to fuck her at the wedding

you need to fuck her at the wedding

interesting that you guys say that. i was thinking about it all night too.

i mean i could even rape her, i mean she wouldn't want her brother's wedding to be ruined so she would remain silence.
thats like my best opportunity ever, i will force myself on her. idc if she dosen't like me anymore, i'm gonna try my best to claim her.

[artisanalshitposter]

you need to fuck her at the wedding

you need to fuck her at the wedding

interesting that you guys say that. i was thinking about it all night too.

i mean i could even rape her, i mean she wouldn't want her brother's wedding to be ruined so she would remain silence.
thats like my best opportunity ever, i will force myself on her. idc if she dosen't like me anymore, i'm gonna try my best to claim her.