i even drank the wrong, lazy and low iq way

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This is an even bigger larp than the IOIs

i dont larp on the internet. i agree that was a super cringe post though, but i was drunk.

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make her breakfast tmrw

that would be legit offensive, lmao.

she is at work anyway, and i stayed home. just called in sick. she came to check up on me because i get up earlier, and she didnt hear anything. asked me if i was going to work, i said no.

i think the best course of action is just acting normal, not acting like i m at a hotel and not starting any communication, and hoping she'l gradually soften and let me stay in the end. this time it will only hurt me if i try to force some pathetic conversation promising her i ll change. i did the most extreme version of that not even 3 days before this last shit, it would be intelligence-insulting

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Also stop being a pussy and just check into rehab already

pointless. i ve always been a lazy rotter, it's just that my ways of coping/rotting were super banal compared to alcoholism - youtube, movies, sleeping pills.

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What's your go-to cry jam

i m too fucked up to trivialize it by listening to music this time

but when i m generally just sad and pathetic, it's the titanic song. in those situations i m usually at least somewhat drunk, so any music works, really.

[You're dead]

i cant drink any amount of spirits anymore. they mess with my stomach lining and make me vomit.
youd probs have severe stomach gastritis if you had been drinking vodka instead of wine

This. Even wine makes me sick now tbh thank god

Reducing your intake works wonders op. 2 beers is enough to satisfy me now

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This. Even wine makes me sick now tbh thank god

Reducing your intake works wonders op. 2 beers is enough to satisfy me now

yeah, i feel like an animal and genuinely wonder what the fuck have i turned myself into when i realize people are capable of just sitting outside with a friend and have one small can of beer throughout the entire meeting and that day in general.

what honest said is true, though, i d just have different, probably even more serious health issues. i drank gin a couple of times recently and now vodka, a fucking lot of it, and i'd feel way different, burning on the inside, a couple of days after that. wasn't just ordinary hangover.

[You're dead]

yeah, i feel like an animal and genuinely wonder what the fuck have i turned myself into when i realize people are capable of just sitting outside with a friend and have one small can of beer throughout the entire meeting and that day in general.

what honest said is true, though, i d just have different, probably even more serious health issues. i drank gin a couple of times recently and now vodka, a fucking lot of it, and i'd feel way different, burning on the inside, a couple of days after that. wasn't just ordinary hangover.

No alcohol can be sold in Auckland past 9pm, so my rule is just buying a few cans right before the store closes. If it's 24/7 where you live and you're a day drinker anyway than its gonna be way harder

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No alcohol can be sold in Auckland past 9pm, so my rule is just buying a few cans right before the store closes. If it's 24/7 where you live and you're a day drinker anyway than its gonna be way harder

it's the same, but stores close completely at 20:30 or 21:00. and they don't work on sundays, which is when i have to to the nearest gas station to buy some. one of the reasons i d usually buy at least 2l, to make sure i have enough for the rest of the day. i NEVER stashed alcohol because it would quickly end up with me getting hospitalized considering i have 0 self-control.