not sure if i should murder my parents or just kill myself

[You're dead]

people don't believe me when i tell them how vile and sick they are. worst people alive

by far the thing that pisses me off the most in this realm is seeing worthless flesh sacks with parents who support their existence and pretend their lives are worth something 

every night im lying awake thinking about beheading them with a machete and then going somewhere to overdose. i have a vivid picture in my head of doing in it

my life has been a living hell beyond comprehension. i would have rather spent the entirety of my life in a bare adx prison cell. 

as a result of this torture ive developed a cuck fetish and a fantasy where im raped to death and eaten. im not joking

i really should murder them. i cant prove it anyway, but they've tortured me and now i have a lung disease. they did this on purpose. 

gonna try another round of antifungals when they come

[You're dead]

im going to murder them i think. i have an obligation to at this point. if someone rapes and tortures you for the most disgusting reasons and puts you in a wheelchair and wont even apologise,  are you going to let them get away with it and continue with their tragic existence? of course not

ive been eating shit my whole life 

thinking about brutally murdering them with a machete is the only way i can sleep at night.  the only thing stopping me even a little bit is the fear of burning in hell and knowing i'm also a horrible person

disclaimer: i'm obviously not going to do shit and this thread is purely hyperbolic

[You're dead]

and all the things i want out of life aren't accessible to me anyway in any universe: pussy, money, being respected

maybe im being too harsh on myself

regardless, they're not getting away with this. it's forfeit

[B00X]

you should put your entire welfare check on banker

[alien sex]

it will feel good to do it 
for sure