how the fuck do i stop sweating and get rid of the green face by tomorrow??

[antagonizing_autist]

just remembered my next week is fucking hell; i have 11 hearings scheduled, which means i should have spent the weekend analyzing case files

[antagonizing_autist]

i'm BURNING

[bluerose]

just call in sick, since u literally are, ur in a mental and physical crisis

[bluerose]

it's not dat deep, use dis week to get healthy again and work

[antagonizing_autist]

just call in sick, since u literally are, ur in a mental and physical crisis

i ve been abusing this too much, i m already one of the worst judges at the court statistically

[bluerose]

if u continue like dis ur gonna hate ur job and ur life, which will cause more damage

[antagonizing_autist]

if u continue like dis ur gonna hate ur job and ur life, which will cause more damage

idc as long as i know i m a white european

[bluerose]

u realize ur still a person, who cares what sum ethnic colleagues or random croatian normie clients think, u need to get time to respect urself and ur health

not like ur reputation is anything great rn, u can't really lose ur job, or status, since ur a public official, they're always gonna use u

the most important thing is also what u need to focus ur thirties and fourties on which is developing urself as a person, otherwise ur talents are always just gonna be some external asset and ur function in society will be as a cog, if we're being honest ur using alcoholism to remind urself of dis basic truth, so u can't even be mad at urself for sabotaging, when the issue here is existential and psychological, the current crisis ur in is just a mirror of the big problem

[bluerose]

idc as long as i know i m a white european

faggot

[antagonizing_autist]

u realize ur still a person, who cares what sum ethnic colleagues or random croatian normie clients think, u need to get time to respect urself and ur health

not like ur reputation is anything great rn, u can't really lose ur job, or status, since ur a public official, they're always gonna use u

the most important thing is also what u need to focus ur thirties and fourties on which is developing urself as a person, otherwise ur talents are always just gonna be some external asset and ur function in society will be as a cog, if we're being honest ur using alcoholism to remind urself of dis basic truth, so u can't even be mad at urself for sabotaging, when the issue here is existential and psychological, the current crisis ur in is just a mirror of the big problem

i'm a judge, an independent holder of judicial power. lol at "public official".

[antagonizing_autist]

also, i dont have "ethnic colleagues". there are some judges here who are serbs or something, but i m actively avoiding them.

[bluerose]

lbr any subpar job performances will be chalked up to ur young age, the real status as an adult judge u will build in ur fourties, but u will never even get there unless u fix ur mental illness and learn to rule ur own ego. unironically i think it's time u judged urself.

[antagonizing_autist]

lbr any subpar job performances will be chalked up to ur young age, the real status as an adult judge u will build in ur fourties, but u will never even get there unless u fix ur mental illness and learn to rule ur own ego. unironically i think it's time u judged urself.

i ll probably go back to being a lawyer in 2-3 years anyway, this shit is boring

[bluerose]

i ll probably go back to being a lawyer in 2-3 years anyway, this shit is boring

can we talk abt how world-endingly bad hangovers can feel, there's a term in psychology which is "a sense of impending doom" basically ur brain is so poisoned rn it thinks the world is ending.

[antagonizing_autist]

can we talk abt how world-endingly bad hangovers can feel, there's a term in psychology which is "a sense of impending doom" basically ur brain is so poisoned rn it thinks the world is ending.

i m fine, i m just exaggerating