I have a feminine voice

[Iblameher]

Starting vocal therapy tommorow 

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Test + hgh therapy 

Relearning to speak from the chest

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

so much effort for nothing

[Iblameher]

so much effort for nothing

The indomitable chud spirit

[Darkeningstar]

Mirin

[B00X]

same

i avoid speaking

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Have you ever tried breathing exercises, you need to properly inhale and exhale, talk slower breathing through the nose? It helps a bit.