Every single old friend I have is doing horribly in life

[Arrogans]

Many family members as well, I pretty much try to isolate myself from them since most of our meet ups end up with me barely talking and giving npc replies - "yeah damn thats tough" etc since I can't talk about my life after their 2 hour talk about health issues, relationship issues, money issues etc. I pretty much have 0 "normal" issues besides the classical occasional depression bla bla, misery does love company and I feel horrible after talking to them, the only people I can somewhat tolerate are other people with chad luck but they are so devastatingly boring it's insane. I would much rather prefer if I could feel some envy from them but they genuinely just stare at me with sadness in their eyes in a "maybe in another life" way and it doesn't even feel like envy, instead it feels like some weird form of admiration that doesn't make you feel good at all. I recently talked to a female cousin over the phone and she told me that her brother can barely see, one eye completely blind and the other eye is like 50% blind, should I just make up some mild shitty stuff I am going trough after she asks me how I am doing after she delivers the news about him, what do you even do in these situations?

[Altruist]

Dosage?

[Iblameher]

All my cousins make me look like an illiterate useless fucktard

[freddie]

ive become one of these people jfl

idk

unless they're malignant it's fine

some miserable people you should avoid at all costs, like my dad, miserable and wants other people to suffer like him hence all the stuff that happened with me

should have cut him off a decade ago

just idk

just cut out negative people tbh. i speak for every miserable person with any self awareness, it's hopeless just block us and hope we kill ourselves

[Arrogans]

ive become one of these people jfl

idk

unless they're malignant it's fine

some miserable people you should avoid at all costs, like my dad, miserable and wants other people to suffer like him hence all the stuff that happened with me

should have cut him off a decade ago

just idk

just cut out negative people tbh. i speak for every miserable person with any self awareness, it's hopeless just block us and hope we kill ourselves

[Altruist]

ive become one of these people jfl

a wild glimpse of self-awareness appears

[Altruist]

rape apps

[alien sex]

legit all of my old friends are winning in life im filled with envy

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

I actually think they'd appreciate if you shared positive news instead of whining on the same tune as they do. 

Like if you have enough misery on your own you don't want others to add to the burden.