[Aspie] I am SCARED of ESCALATING with girls!!!!!!!!

[bookieboy]

What if I go for it and she says, "Get off me you subhuman incel."

What if I grab her tits and she says, "Stop that you ugly creep."

What if a girl comes to my apartment and I start groping her and she says, "Chill out incel not yet."

TOO RISKY AND EMASCULATING.

I feel SAFER by being cautious than jumping all in.

The question is WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS FEAR?

I feel I CAN ESCALATE but if she pushes back I will DIE INSIDE. What can I do to remedy that if it happens?

Nothing is more soul crushing than going all in and getting kicked out.

So I think for mental reasons I fear it to avoid getting in to a bad situation I will regret. Like what IF I do not listen to her and keep going?

Is that rape? I mean I am SCARED AND CONFUSED FUCK.

I can escalate but she can always REJECT.

So what do I do? Go all in and do not hold back easily so I can protect my ego? Or do I just wait?

BUT IF I WAIT AND SHE DOES NOTHING EITHER THEN WHAT?

THIS ESCALATION SHIT IS TOUGH WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT.

You can go all in but how can you handle the ego destruction and ball crushing if she tells you to stop or pushes you back?

You will SUFFER REGRET AND LOSE MASCULINITY.

GUYS HELP

[bookieboy]

IF YOU LISTEN TO HER AND STOP YOU HAVE NO BALLS.

IF YOU DO NOT LISTEN YOU CAN END UP IN JAIL OR SHAMED.