i steeled my resolve and decided to look at my utter failure as a challenge. there is still time for me to retake classes during normal lectures so i could avoid being kicked out and wasting 30000 dollars and 3 years of my life, but the weight of this burden is too heavy indeed. compounding agony from every angle in this life. its just too much. we should all kill ourselves ASAP to avoid this future misery. it is within objective reasoning to say that all of our futures hold an overwhelming amount of utter helplessness and lack of meaning compared to the tiny slivers of dopamine we get as pity. its just logical at this point. we need to kill ourselves asap to save our dignity and avoid meaningless suffering


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