i felt better when i was rotting

[Altruist]

sad and daydreaming about becoming a lifemaxxed cuckold 24/7, but i felt purer and like i was leaving meaningfully, even though taking out the garbage was the peak of my daily activity

weird

i think the huge part of that counterintuitively positive sentiment is knowing or believing you COULD improve your life if you wanted to; it's probably horror on earth and suicide-thoughts-inducing if you are an S tier loser/weirdo like honest or dolly

[machinelves]

do u think ur lifemaxxed now

like on the scale between

rotter ----------------------------------------lifemaxxed

[Altruist]

living, not leaving

[Busty Doll]

I used to rot profusely too, but then I became a powerful CEO

You've followed a slightly different path, namely from subhuman to subhuman