now im sure everything is impossible, and i stopped feeling bad about it, have no pre

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now im sure everything is impossible, and i stopped feeling bad about it, have no pressure more in the body

i think my subconscious now fully knows its futile to keep trying any longer

i won't kill myself, i will just live and entertain myself online, i think becoming smarter makes no sense anymore, since nothing will ever be possible anyway

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all my iq increase was futile, i might as well never have increased it, would have come to the same conclusion.

but at least now i know i dont need to keep trying anymore, can chill now

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i won't focus on crime since the odds are overwhelming, that it will just lead to an even worse life in prison