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its called Bromazolam
took about 10mg and had 3 drinks on an empty stomach
not sure what i'm supposed to be feeling
feels kind of like a lobotomy or an antipsychotic
out of all the benzos i have tried, i have to say they are equal on average but this is a slightly shittier
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i think im gonna buy more and OD on it
yeah. this seems like the perfect drug for that. gonna take this with some morphine i think and then drink myself into perma coma
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waiting for gp to phone so i can ask for private referral for bronchoscopy. no idea why i opted to go public. i'm a fucking idiot
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i don't think he's going to call. i booked a phone appointment, but i think he hates me and thinks i'm delusional like everyone else
i got myself into this mess. fucking hell. maybe if i can get this infection treated there will be some kind of life afterwards, but probably not. no.. i think this is just the end.. doesn't even feel real tbh.
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nvm they called
i made a complete fool of myself because i took this garbage fucking drug. doubt their opinion about me has changed at all tho, so this affects nothing
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The bropill is a brutal one to swallow