i remember years ago when i was rotting in the abode of the vile hag

[prince of shitskins]

could hold my breath for 3 minutes and 40 seconds, had a decent car, back was still okayish, and i was employed full time

and i all i could think was "my life sucks and i want to fucking kill myself"

why did i hate my life you ask? because my parents would demand arbitrary amounts of money for "rent" and other complete fucking bullshit which nobody else had to pay

i want to torture them

i want to run ozone machine in their rooms while they sleep and turn their lungs into scar tissue

if i wasn't such a pathetic impotent cuck, i would do the right and noble thing and kidnap them and fucking torture them to death



ahhh


it's over

[prince of shitskins]

i was doomed from the beginning


i will continue to blame my parents forever and always. they are horrible people, and the fact that parents can do this to one of their children with impunity makes it impossible to reconcile any ideological framework with the corporeal world


it's impossible. they had me committed a mental hospital under complete bullshit pretenses where i was practically tortured for 4 days straight. they can do that, and i'm too fucking slow/ugly/retarded/uncharismatic to put up any kind of defense

it's just petty vindictiveness


and it's pathetic people do this to their own kids


and what about the asbestos?


what kind of demented people force their kids to huff asbestos under the threat of homelessness?

the chest infections have destroyed me physically and the experience of trying to get them treated has destroyed me mentally


this whole saga has been beyond tragic, but at least i know how it ends for me




screaming into the void like the emasculated pisskid i am

[prince of shitskins]

i hate them physically. i hate them so much it's scarred into my brain

[n9wiff]

My condolences.

Unfortunately, it is very unlikely to get better from here

[prince of shitskins]

My condolences.

Unfortunately, it is very unlikely to get better from here

yeah

just wish i could still drink but liver is destroyed lol 

well, there it is