i realized im unable to talk for many reasons. the problem is unfixable.

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but there are many reasons why im unable to talk properly.

just a few:

i dont understand what others are saying, or it makes no sense to me
i am "too low iq" to understand and remember what they are saying
i dont remember what they say
im unable to talk in long sentences
i might acoustically not understand something
im unable to answer questions properly
i have autism

even way more reasons than that

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also too much can go wrong during talking

i might say something wrong
i might get insulted, provoked or triggered

etc