i died a horrible death and for what? why?

[prince of shitskins]

i know why






i resent every single person who has parents who care the slightest bit about them

[prince of shitskins]

wish someone had told me early on

my older brother tried to warn me "stop asking your parents for help, they don't care and they never will"

wish i had listened and gone to live permanently on the street when i was still young and healthy

[prince of shitskins]

the things they have said behind my back....

it doesn't even make sense, really. they still want to control aspects of what little life i have left even though they're indifferent to my suffering? why? do they want me to suffer? who does it benefit?

a common misconception is that people "grow up" -- this is never the case