24-06-2024, 02:05 AM
So I went to the afterhours club with this Mexican drug dealing girl who wanted to candyflip for her birthday. Prior to going with her, she asked me if I knew a plug for LSD, which I didn't, but I had the MDMA ready for both of us. I started asked druggie friends around and the closest I got from one of them was "go to the upstairs dock of the club, and talk to a guy who is wearing a wifebeater and a backwards cap. He's always there and will have what you're looking for."
So her and I go to the club and I start looking around and asking people around and I tell her nah no one seems to have, not even the guy with the description I was given. She seemed upset as fuck with me at that point, and then decided to go off on her own and talk to other people. She found these Mexican manlets to vibe with, etc. Throughout the night I kept wandering around but occasionally we would cross paths again, and for e.g. go outside for a smoke, but the vibe I got from her was that she was done with me. It's like bitch you're the drug dealer and you're out here expecting me to find acid lmao. Also last weekend I went to her crib and she gave me these psilocybin gummies and she asked me "how many of these do we have to take to get high?" I gave her the answer but it just made me realize how these bitches be expecting me to be the initiator and have the answer to everything.
To give you an idea of how much of a drug fiend she is, she cut off the Tunisian drug dealer guy that was our friend because he was also giving her false hope about finding LSD for her birthday.
Anyway, back to the club, I went off on my own and started talking to some other girls. I saw her keep turning around and noticing me do the same thing she did (basically go and engage with other people). At some point I got up on this platform to dance and this kid with straight long hair (who I found out was also Mexican, 20 years old, idk why there were so many Mexicans there that day, this is Canada) asked me if I can lift him up there too and I did, we introduced ourselves and our age, he did a line of coke on his phone and offered it to me but I said nah thanks man maybe later. We started vibing a bit and then he pointed to some girls and again expected me to initiate and show him how to pick up girls, so we started talking to these girls, very brief convo and they started to leave and the kid literally starts shoving his phone in her face so she can add him on instagram but she was ignoring it and kept walking on. Like bro that's not how it's done lmao. It was kinda painful to watch and I saw people nearby watch and laugh.
Anyway the whole night I was kinda just aimlessly wandering, didn't have much energy for dancing so I found sofas in the backstage areas or upstairs platform to sit down at and it's the same pattern over and over again that I see every time I go out. Guy or girl who is there alone too notices me, they sit down next to me and they're too shy to initiate so they wait for me to make the first move. At one point it was a girl alone who sat to my left (she seemed kinda mid tier) and a guy who sat on my right (he was actually cute/hot, no homo lol). So minutes pass by and no one does anything, then I decide to initiate a convo with the cute/hot guy to my right. At that exact moment, the girl next to me saw that and she got up and left.
Anyway, we started talking a bit, I found out he was one year younger than me and he was there with friends but took a break to sit down, he was way more built than me, PSL facial rating was about the same as mine, then the topic of sexuality came up and I guessed correctly he was gay but then he goes to me, "I definitely think you're straight, you just give off that vibe." I told him he was right, but then I told him I thought he was hot. Then he told me I was too, which is why he sat down next to me. Then I was like, "so what are we gonna do about that?" Then he leaned in to kiss me and I acquiesced but he wanted to use tongue and I stopped him at that moment. He seemed disappointed, but then we exchanged instas and he said he would start texting me, and I got a "hope you have a great day mister ;)" today.
Later I opened up my whatsapp and noticed I was bombarded with message from that Mexican drug dealing girl, "I don't see you anywhere, where are you? I think you left me. I am leaving alone." Obviously bitch, you think I'm gonna drive you back home after what you did to me? LOL
So her and I go to the club and I start looking around and asking people around and I tell her nah no one seems to have, not even the guy with the description I was given. She seemed upset as fuck with me at that point, and then decided to go off on her own and talk to other people. She found these Mexican manlets to vibe with, etc. Throughout the night I kept wandering around but occasionally we would cross paths again, and for e.g. go outside for a smoke, but the vibe I got from her was that she was done with me. It's like bitch you're the drug dealer and you're out here expecting me to find acid lmao. Also last weekend I went to her crib and she gave me these psilocybin gummies and she asked me "how many of these do we have to take to get high?" I gave her the answer but it just made me realize how these bitches be expecting me to be the initiator and have the answer to everything.
To give you an idea of how much of a drug fiend she is, she cut off the Tunisian drug dealer guy that was our friend because he was also giving her false hope about finding LSD for her birthday.
Anyway, back to the club, I went off on my own and started talking to some other girls. I saw her keep turning around and noticing me do the same thing she did (basically go and engage with other people). At some point I got up on this platform to dance and this kid with straight long hair (who I found out was also Mexican, 20 years old, idk why there were so many Mexicans there that day, this is Canada) asked me if I can lift him up there too and I did, we introduced ourselves and our age, he did a line of coke on his phone and offered it to me but I said nah thanks man maybe later. We started vibing a bit and then he pointed to some girls and again expected me to initiate and show him how to pick up girls, so we started talking to these girls, very brief convo and they started to leave and the kid literally starts shoving his phone in her face so she can add him on instagram but she was ignoring it and kept walking on. Like bro that's not how it's done lmao. It was kinda painful to watch and I saw people nearby watch and laugh.
Anyway the whole night I was kinda just aimlessly wandering, didn't have much energy for dancing so I found sofas in the backstage areas or upstairs platform to sit down at and it's the same pattern over and over again that I see every time I go out. Guy or girl who is there alone too notices me, they sit down next to me and they're too shy to initiate so they wait for me to make the first move. At one point it was a girl alone who sat to my left (she seemed kinda mid tier) and a guy who sat on my right (he was actually cute/hot, no homo lol). So minutes pass by and no one does anything, then I decide to initiate a convo with the cute/hot guy to my right. At that exact moment, the girl next to me saw that and she got up and left.
Anyway, we started talking a bit, I found out he was one year younger than me and he was there with friends but took a break to sit down, he was way more built than me, PSL facial rating was about the same as mine, then the topic of sexuality came up and I guessed correctly he was gay but then he goes to me, "I definitely think you're straight, you just give off that vibe." I told him he was right, but then I told him I thought he was hot. Then he told me I was too, which is why he sat down next to me. Then I was like, "so what are we gonna do about that?" Then he leaned in to kiss me and I acquiesced but he wanted to use tongue and I stopped him at that moment. He seemed disappointed, but then we exchanged instas and he said he would start texting me, and I got a "hope you have a great day mister ;)" today.
Later I opened up my whatsapp and noticed I was bombarded with message from that Mexican drug dealing girl, "I don't see you anywhere, where are you? I think you left me. I am leaving alone." Obviously bitch, you think I'm gonna drive you back home after what you did to me? LOL
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