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I may behave in a friendly manner, may laugh at your jokes or converse with you, maybe even say hello and exchange pleasantries, but I will NEVER have any true connection with you or trust. there's a barrier that won't allow it, constructed long ago. whether you're consciously aware of it or not, you'll know. it'll be all the more obvious when I can't be bothered to even acknowledge your presence or conceal my disdain.
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Yeah, i too copy the intro monologue of amreican psycho sometimes.
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman. Some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me. Only an entity. Something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable, I simply am not there.
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In other words you’re a mutated autist