My ideal life is in miami with a dominican hermosita

[Luan Dang]

winter is my favorite season. i feel stronger and more alive in winter. i don't know why 

i've been wanting to experience a real winter for a very long time, ever since i read walden when i was a boy (i don't read anymore because men shouldn't read)

you're making me remember who i used to be 

is this part of your strategy to stop me from becoming the man animal i want to become 

the real me, the real me, is the bluebird the real me? 

http://www.phys.unm.edu/~tw/fas/yits/archive/bukowski_thebluebird.html

should i let him out, should i let him fly northeast to find and share more than existence with a muldoon girl