[LOL] Do you remember when I said I rejected a girl to play league

[Mr Looks]

Well I regret to inform you it happened again
I was playing jungle in the pc cafe as usual then this girl sat next to me looks like a bad bitch right.
she was texting on phone every 5 seconds so it kinda annoys me
I drop viego masterclass 9/0/5 she's immediately in love
when my game ends she also faked as if her game ended at the same time and turned her chair towards me completely, yelling ''fuck I lost'' looking into my eyes trying to start a conversation right, we kinda started chatting then some resident valorant permavirgin came up to her saying hey how u doing then I mind my business after that
then she goes to smoke outside I pick her champ and do the runes because she's not here right? she then comes up and says oh thanks you actually did that then I go to smoke after her, we do some small chat outside but permavirgin is also there so nothing too serious
after that I try to focus on game because season will end in 2 days and I have to hit master right? but I can't focus because of like thoughts and also her trying to start conversation and throw an easy game because of it
then I think okay I will not be able to focus anyways let's just wait her game to end and ask to play together but then my friend goes online and pressures me into premading then I play with him instead. after that no matter how hard she ioi's there is no interaction
This girl actually gave me biggest ioi's I have ever received in my life and from a good looking girl for the first time aswell right?
but I fail to operate anyways because
-season ends soon
-I hate woman, last time I tried to flirt with this one goth girl she actually raged at me (LOL)
-she will lose attraction if I make it so easy I will get another chance anyways (right?)
-she don't like me she will only use me
-I imagine how hilarious it will be when I post this on forum right

this actually happened on sunday and I couldn't see her ever since and now I can't even sleep because I find it both too funny and rageful/regretful at the same time right
I can't really tell girl's age but his guy friend is probably a high schooler tbh, Im assuming they are same age so like I might have actually fucked up a one in a million golden opportunity
if I can't see her by next sunday rope might actually be the play like lowkey

and the worst thing is I missed master with only 2 wins, couldn't play it in time, finished 76 games D1 100LP hecarim 70% winrate
@10khitman @sin