[Aspie] a journal of breaking my NEETdom

[lonelyjak]

so tired of being a NEET, so tired of not doing anything. also I think being a NEET is really bad for mental health too since I sit around most of the day and just think. very easy to get caught in negative thought spirals

I recently went to the doctors and got on zogmeds again (adderall). my mental health is a lot better when im productive (like learning programming or whatever)

only bad thing is, since im just starting on it again the dosage they gave me is pretty low. I cant really do anything with the current amount of meds I have so im just chilling and surfing the web, feeling miserable as usual. cant wait till I can be wired again and productivitymaxx