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 "Experience in life" is the biggest balking of righteousness under the veil of egoism
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The idea of experience being esoteric is partly -- if not fully -- the basis of gaslighting & scapegoating. How so?

Many people want you to feel like their "experiences" act as a moral platitude -- a foundation or layout -- that of which marks them as someone "competent" enough to influence, share, or affect the decisions/choices of others.

Experience is the weapon THEY use to convince you that they're more righteous, moral, or even more powerful than you.

The "experienced sex haver" will tell you what sex is ... From a voice of reason; the Herculean matterhorn of self-expression. "Yes, I'm a sex haver. Why do you ask?" By having had sex, the sex haver feels the mere act of sex is like their accomplishment over you.

The guy who has used drugs also feels he's in some position to tell others whether drugs are bad, or why they're bad, all because his "experience." Here's the issue: experience is not MEANT to be a way to utilize authoritarianism, but to share A HAPPENING.

A happening bestows an outcome -- a particular life "so-call." A real "experience" is sharing, not instructing -- feeling, not preaching.

You want to tell others what's right? That's not AN EXPERIENCE -- that's an EGO. Many people feel that their EXPERIENCES are POWERS when they're supposed to just be coincidental feelings which others can know of. You should never dress experiences as facts.

A fact is insurmountably true, and very rarely existent -- it's the ultimate "yes" in a world of "maybe" so it falls short often. You cannot have a world of "as is" in a world of "uncertain maybes" -- it's either present your version of the truth, or all truths are dogmatic.

Experience shapes many by way of EGO, not by way of coincidences & happenings. The EGO is formed by time because time allows a gradual dampening of true circumstances to weigh in the shape and form of a bigoted figure. Bad or good, many experiences often become more burdens one carries & espouses than incidental happenings or choices that align with the possibility of expressive outwardness & kindness over one's life journey. See, if you make your happenings who you are, then you become what they did.

LSD is said to help people get past trauma, big egos, etc. When people have too many "experiences" they become what the experiences are rather than allowing themselves to experience some sensation in a more hollow, transparent sort of way.

This is why "elderly with wisdom" are symbols of degradation -- the more they "know and lived through" has also -- backwards -- "lived through them." They hold on to this "experience" and "wisdom," both of which -- unironically -- wear down/age them.

Kids -- the best symbol of health -- never really "hold onto" anything, as they quickly move on, get past or heal from illnesses. Adults? They are overburdened with too much of their plates. All of those "experiences" are really AILMENTS that shape them in to walking forms of damage control. They exist to BE a mouthpiece of their experiences, which means those experiences ARE THEM -- not merely PASSED THROUGH THEM. They let their downfalls SHAPE them, which is terrible as experiences should be fleeting mostly, but everlasting spiritually. Kids live without "storing" while adults "store" more while trading off more of the wonderous "living" sense.

You are SUPPOSED to experience joy, but not TEACH joy. Get it? Nobody tells another how to experience joy -- you either can or you can't -- and the subject is too deep to explain without going in to book territory. Point is, you don't TEACH THE EXPERIENCE OF JOY so why teach the experience of having been a drug dealer? Anything you TEACH is probably something that's BAD because teaching -- as it stands -- is the passing of a SHAPED experience. The best way to teach is to NOT teach, i.e., to not be dogmatic or inflexible over what knowledge is. Knowledge is KNOWING, but what ALLOWS YOU to have this sense of knowledge? Is it costly?

Those who want to learn more are forcibly trying to SHAPE themselves with these tonic tones of due "understanding" -- the symbol of being, that is, undertaken by some non-abstract rule or medium. Do dogs learn math? Do they learn politics? No, they live, not learn.

The best way to LIVE MORE is to -- unironically -- LEARN LESS. Worry less about what you know, and just do -- this is probably miles better than trying to use yourself as some sponge who must endure the sense of "advancement" by way of functional misguidance.

Your own "rules" you go by -- even if you think you are "ruleless" -- are always weighing on you. The desire to learn is serotonergic -- the desire to live is dopaminergic. Why do you think most healthy kids hate school? Because it goes against health, youth & what makes life good. Learning is MALADAPTIVE in most ways, especially by the educational system. It's better to live life as a lens/mirror to what's there without knowing what everything is than to try and categorize everything methodically but have no sense of wonder.

Kids lose wonder when they get older typically ... Why is that? It's quite literally beaten out of them ... The wonder lens of the world fades, and then comes the methodical, robotic, feeling-less machine-human who is cold & calculated, but lacks true childhood essence.

Remember this well when you consider "experiences" and what it means for the human condition ... You think everything you learn or experience "makes you strong" but the brutal truth is that making a name of every passing allows every passing to alter you.

There is no "free space" ... The world can be just as physical inside you whether you feel it or not as the wind is determinable by your skin or face. Experience cans quite literally shape you as in program you like a bio-machine, often for the worst in my view.
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"Experience in life" is the biggest balking of righteousness under the veil of egoism - by bookieboy - 02-05-2023, 05:32 AM

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